My First Time
This is a real story from my experience.
When I finally started to embrace this part of me, I had no idea what to do or how to go about learning the ropes. I created a new Recon profile, joined Fetlife, all that kind of thing. But it was slow going – and that’s mostly my fault because I don’t really know what I’m doing. I’m shy, even a little scared, and occasionally have running movies in my mind of being abducted, raped, or worse.
My first time being dominated was with D—. He’s a flight attendant from Florida, based out of New York, so he comes up this way on occasion. Our fantasies and thoughts around Domination and submission were pretty close to one another, and chatting with this guy until the wee hours of the morning was really fucking hot. In a nutshell, he loves prison scenes, or hazing scenes; basically where his subs are stripped naked and inspected, forced to perform, shouted down and beaten if necessary. The specifics weren’t something I’d ever fantasized of, but I’d be damned if I wouldn’t submit to someone who could really get into a scene. And so one day when he was finishing a flight, he came to my apartment for introductions.
