Real Stories

Damn! It Feels Good To Be Called “boy”

Last night was my and my husband’s anniversary. We’re not much for pomp so as usual we just spent the day together. My plan was to simply go to a nice dinner, then come home, share a shower and have him fuck me (never an easy task, he’s got a huge cock). So before we left, I cleaned out, cleaned up, got dressed and off we went. Dinner was lovely, the drinks at the place were great. We tried walking to our favorite bookstore, but it was closed. So was the hookah bar. So we decided it would be fun to get sloshed at home and really go at each other.

We got home, he pushed me against the wall and unbuttoned my shirt. It stayed that way while we had a smoke out on the porch. We mixed a new favorite cocktail and imbibed, chatted, and had a great time together. Done with that we went inside to watch Game of Thrones. I told him I was going to put a butt plug in my ass to get ready. I came out in my underwear and robe and he’d changed into nothing but his lace-up jock (my favorite). He told me to make him a drink. I did, and we cuddled on the couch.

After a little while, he started to tweak my nipples pretty damn hard. He reached into my underwear to start beating on the butt plug. He started to order me around, sending me on little tasks. Get him a drink, get him the nail clippers, get his phone. And he started to call me “boy.”

Almost immediately on hearing that moniker, what little training I’ve had kicked in. “Yes Sir,” and “thank you, Sir,” started to flow from my lips. When I retrieved something, I waited by the couch to be given permission to sit back down. It felt so natural, so normal, so right.

Ordered to the shower, we cleaned each other up. He took out the butt plug and put his cock in its place. He scrubbed his boy clean, like a piece of property. I didn’t need to be told to get a towel and dry him off. He went to the bedroom while I dried myself.

In bed, it was “eat my ass, boy” and “suck on that cock, boy.” He had my sit on his face (he loves to eat me out), and then turn around and sit on his cock. It normally hurts like a bitch, but he slid right in. It was amazing.

The details are actually a little hazy, now. We had been drinking, after all (and I rarely drink, so it hit me hard). But the flashes of memory just give him happy, fulfilled shivers. I sat on his giant cock, I rode it like a horse. He slapped my ass, I counted out loud (12 times) and thanked him every time. He told me to cum on his chest. I jacked off with his cock in my ass, with him watching me, objectifying me, thrusting in me. He put me on my knees, my face buried in a pillow, and fucked me hard. I screamed and shouted at the pleasure and pain. I said “thank you, Sir” with almost every thrust. He put the ball gag in my mouth, and I screamed some more. He pulled out and had me make out with him while he finished.

And he called me “boy” the whole time. Afterwards, the orders continued. Clean him up. Get him water. Take care of the dog. “boy.” I was melting.

Being called “boy” was like soaking in a warm pool. It enveloped me, it felt right. I would already do anything for my man, but when he called me boy, it flipped from serving just because I love him, to serving because I’m wired to serve – because service is a big part of my identity. The change was automatic, like a light switch in my psyche. I forgot everything else, I forgot any shame, any shyness. There was no hesitation. It was my pleasure to take the pain, because it was pleasing my Sir, and I was his boy.

This morning, it still feels so damn good to have been called “boy.” For my husband, it’s not much more than a fun little sexy game. He’s not wired as a Dom. But last night made it all that much clearer: I am a boy who lives to serve.

Friday Favorites: Candles & Wax

One of the earliest kinky self-sexplorations I did was with candle wax. I had this little shoebox full of random tools and other household goodies, and chief among them were candles I nicked from the drawer of hot waxy goodness. I loved the anticipation, the heat, singeing my hair and skin, and that sudden sting of hot wax hitting my skin, again and again and again.

I haven’t yet found a limit to my love for wax. I kind of want to be encased in the stuff, or strapped down under 100 dripping candles, or any number of such things. In my first real training, my Dom for the weekend tied me, blindfolded, to the bed, and played a trivia game. For every question I got right, nothing happened. For every question I got wrong, I either had wax dripped on me or ice water. It was a weird sensation, really. After a while both sensations felt virtually the same, and I reacted more to the ice than the wax. I was also prone to flinching long before the substance hit my skin … which was probably more of a reaction to not knowing when or where it was going to hit me. A part of me also seriously considered getting everything wrong, but my Dom was wickedly smart, and asked really tough questions, so I didn’t really need to try to hard to be an idiot.

My First Real Training

In my day to day life, I am a web consultant. I develop web and interactive media projects … generally creating and managing neat doodads that go whiz bang on computer screens. I don’t travel as much as I used to, but I enjoy it, and I like to meet the locals if I can. And by meet the locals, I mean get kinky of course.

One of my favorite clients had a project in Nashville, and lucky circumstances meant I was going alone – without having to dodge or ditch my colleagues that typically come along on these trips. A multi-day trip, with limited responsibilities, meant the perfect opportunity for getting into some trouble. I put feelers out there, then T and I started chatting. And he was awesome. A switch player – often a sub, but occasionally Dom – intelligent, well spoken, and clearly knew how to have a good time. We concocted various ideas, but ultimately it was settled that we’d start with a meet, get comfortable, and he’d start showing me the ropes. My first assignment? To “smuggle” something potentially embarrassing in my carry-on luggage and wear some sort of cartoonish underwear.

The rest of this story is long – it was a two day experience and a whole lot of different things to try. In it you’ll find my lessons of cock sucking, being rendered a footstool, being tied up and tortured with wax and ice, getting fucked, getting milked, learning to use poppers – and generally getting tuckered out in my first real training experience, all after the jump:

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My First Flogging

B first contacted me on Recon. We had a lot in common, he described himself as a top bear perv, and one that enjoyed a little abuse and kinky play. I said “hi” back and we got to chatting.

What he’s really into, it turns out, is just being a selfish brute (in a good way). A little beating, a little flogging, a lotta roughness. He was also artsy, and enjoyed movies and good television. He was an all-around well-versed, nice guy. In the bedroom (or where ever), it was all about him as a Dom Top, and he didn’t even care if his sub got off. He enjoyed it rough – leather, a good beating, some scratching, a lot of nipple play, and flogging. I was a little intrigued, a little scared, and a lotta hooked. I knew I could into serving this guy.

He suggested a meet before a session, which very much puts me at ease and is something I prefer all the time – for friendship, for vanilla hookups, for whatever. We ended up at Barracuda – a popular enough gay bar ’round here that on the night in question, was almost empty.

We sat and chatted and drank. We chatted about all sorts of things from TV to life-stories. As I drank more scotch and he drank more vodka, I moved over next to him because as loud as the music was I could barely hear him. Our positioning worked out that I had to put my arm around him. When I got back from a bathroom trip, he repositioned so his would be around me (the proper place for a boy). The rest of that night his hand worked his way into my shirt, mine over his cock. He pinched and flicked and tortured my nipple so much it was bruised and was super sensitive to the lightest touch later. He scratched my back so hard I thought he’d cut points into his finger nails. I was drunk, and happy, and having a good time.

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My First Time

This is a real story from my experience.

When I finally started to embrace this part of me, I had no idea what to do or how to go about learning the ropes. I created a new Recon profile, joined Fetlife, all that kind of thing. But it was slow going – and that’s mostly my fault because I don’t really know what I’m doing. I’m shy, even a little scared, and occasionally have running movies in my mind of being abducted, raped, or worse.

My first time being dominated was with D—. He’s a flight attendant from Florida, based out of New York, so he comes up this way on occasion. Our fantasies and thoughts around Domination and submission were pretty close to one another, and chatting with this guy until the wee hours of the morning was really fucking hot. In a nutshell, he loves prison scenes, or hazing scenes; basically where his subs are stripped naked and inspected, forced to perform, shouted down and beaten if necessary. The specifics weren’t something I’d ever fantasized of, but I’d be damned if I wouldn’t submit to someone who could really get into a scene. And so one day when he was finishing a flight, he came to my apartment for introductions.

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